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Render unto.
Erudition,
Need and
Apologos not necessary.
(Instead – Vita Nuova)
Sensation by sensation;
Savouring the endless cycle:
Alternating – revealing you to yourself.
Names, dimensions, perspectives…
Chad, humble author gives you his love and friendship in every instance.
Ecce homo!
(and rather a lovely one at that!)



2
This perfection.
The deterioration.
The perfection of this deterioration
Into lasting.
Preened as
I am I can now
Not see inside
And not see pretending
To give in and
What – says.

Listing toward,
Walking as I am,
Partially unable to see what
Here that alien watch,
Look from there, him.

I continued to bring,
To give,
Am now
(I see The Duchess)
not pretending…
I can now resemble
Those paintings.
The delinquents, the international.

I can pretend
I can listen
I can listen thru the end
Laughing. Forsaken by
All others but you.

I can hear something intimate.
This is what I’m saying:
H concludes. Feverishly.
I am here.
I am not to be contained.
To be there, here with you.
You all.
Brilliance.

I couldn’t, can’t stop.

At last –
Existing.
With you perilously close,
Beside me.



3
His composure regained
(I am sitting)



4
It was morning
I intended not to bring him here.



5
shitty galleries
living off old corpses
show me I’ll show you



6
my friend John Gacy
first famous artist I knew
strangled pretty fags



7
art’s like daily shit
and every arsehole does it
it comes out we flush



8
a guy I dated
an artist: I pretended
liking his shit dreck



9
my boyfriend’s bad art
his AIDS memorial series
wished that he had it



10
I want an AIDS death
Would be so fashionable
My name in Flash Art



11
flowers in his art
nude bodies from a virgin
playing at f***ing



12
wont let me rim you
made me wank for your art film
scared bullshit artist



13
his death was so zen
first a poz then dead thank f***
just one less artist